Friday, January 27, 2012

Has this ever happened to you? I'm upset and very offended.

She hadn't responded to me for days and I had countless responses from other sellers so I sent her a message about it. I was just burnt for the same eyeshadow before where the other seller kept making up excuses and then finally sent back my money but it took a month and a half.
I also gifted her payment which was a fair swap for photographic evidence, don't you think?
I've never had this problem before because all the previous people I've had dealings with have always agreed to send evidence.

Please tell me what you think.

--- D wrote:
> Do you have any idea how rude you sound to someone who agreed to do you a favor? I'm about ready to just send your money back to you, every message you've sent has been accusatory or wanting me to prove myself. You can either trust me and get off my ass, or I will happily send you back your money. Asking for me to take photographic proof! Are you kidding me? You ate so totally out of line. Forget it. I'm sending your money back now. Thanks for the refresher course in why I don't ship internationally.
> --- aj118 wrote:
> > Thanks.
> > Please let me know when you do and could I also have a photo of the receipt?
> > thanks.
> > D wrote:
> > > I got the notification, if I have time to get home and back out to the po, I'll mail today.
> > > --- aj118 wrote:
> > > > Hi:)
> > > > The echeck has cleared!
> > > > D wrote:
> > > > > I have no intentions of burning you, I'm just waiting for the check to clear and haven't been online much. yes i will include the primer potion.
> > > > >
> > > > > --- aj118 wrote:
> > > > > > The Echeck will be clearing soon.
> > > > > > Please do respond to my comments. I've just been burnt by another seller and I'm being really careful about this.
> > > > > > Are you still going on with the sale?
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Thanks

Friday, January 6, 2012

I need your advice... about relationships and love.

As I mentioned in my previous post, I was dumped by my boyfriend of more than 3 years on New Years Eve.
He's an asshole, I know.
But he wasn't always an asshole. He used to be sweet, loving, caring and always put me #1. However, thats all changed now because now he's selfish, mean, two faced and always puts me last. I don't know why that happened. I always tried my best to make him happy. He was always my number 1. I guess he got tired of me now he treats me like I'm nothing.
He always used to say that I'm really the only one he wants to spend time with, his "friends" weren't really his friends and they were bad influences. Now he hangs out with them, stays out late without telling me and he parties. He's become a bad apple.

And it really hurts me that he's turned out this way. He always said it was thanks to me that he put his life right, studies and tries his best instead of just partying his life away. But he has dumped me. It has nothing to do with me anymore.

My question is: How do i get over him? How do i cut my ties with him? How do I stop the constant crying or the constant running back to him? How do I move on with my life?

This guy was my best friend. My parents love him. I dont know how to move him out of my life and out of sight. I don't want him to cause me anymore pain because this year is my final year of High School. I have to do amazingly well on all my exams to get into my chosen course. I can't keep moping over him. I know it'll take time but I'm so pained, so numb I wish it would speed up.

If anyone could help me... and give me some advice. Please do.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012


I sincerely apologise for not replying to any comments on my blog.
I'm actually unable to post comments anywhere really. I have no idea why. My blog just does not allow me to comment anywhere with this account. If anyone has any information could you please inform me?

So if you see any of these names anywhere, it'll likely be me^^
-aj118 [my LJ]

That's all from me for now^^

Thanks ♥

Happy Belated New Years ♥ New Year's FOTD

Hi everybody ^^

Sorry for the late New years but life has been hectic. I know I say that a lot but it's true. I had a pretty bad New years actually. So I had to have a bit of time to get over it. I got dumped by my boyfriend.

We were together for more than three years and I guess now we'll try to patch things up or just be friends. He's my best friend afterall. However, he's been a selfish asshole of late so we'll see.

Ah well. Here is my new years look:

I used this tutorial as a base to create it: From Head to Toe's New Years Sparkle Makeup Tutorial
However, I used silvers and greys instead of pink and black. 

I'm sorry the photo isn't very clear. I had my sister take the photo.

Products Used.

- Nars Oil-Free Pro-Prime Pore refining Primer
- Nars Sheer Glow Foundation in Fiji
- Inglot Cream Blush in AMC84
- MAC Marine Life
- Nars Bronzer in Laguna
- ELF High Definition Powder
- Maxfactor Master Touch Undereye Concealer in Fair
- Urban Decay Primer Potion in Eden
- MAC Paint Pot in Soft Ochre
- Fyrinnae Pixie Epoxy [not pictured]
- L'oreal Colorappeal Trio Pro in Grey Obsession
- NYX eyeshadow in Black
- Fyrinnae loose eyeshadow in Dinosaur Plushie
- Chanel Intense Eye Pencil in Noir [not pictured]
- Maybelline eyestudio liner in Blackest Black
- Shiseido Eyebrow pencil in Deep Brown
- Maybelline Pulse Perfection Mascara in Very Black
- Lancome color design lipstick in Love it
- MAC lipstick in Whirls and Twirls

I've always felt very annoyed when I've read FOTD or whatever and I had no idea what exact shades everything was in so I've named everything^^

For my Nails I used: Chanel Graphite

That's all from me for now! I hope to get some reviews up soon :)